I HATE MY SELF AND I WANT TO DIE


just another memo from me.... what the fuck is happening to me... something not good happen..... segale nak bagi masalah... ape nak jadi.... aku pelajar... seorang mahasiswa... yg kena belaja... mencari ilmu..... untk mase depan... tap aku just bynk wat mende laen.. bnyk maen..... x penah belaja pun.... ape nak jadi la...

its my life.... lagu yg aku dengar.... semacm bag semangat kat aku.... it my life... ckp org... idup hanyer sekali.... tap... bnyk benda kita wat akan ada balasan... 2 betul.... aku memg jahat.... x penah wat baik...
kalu aku mati... free2 masuk nerake..... memg x ckp amal... tp... ak dah smpi tahap bosan dlm idup.... puas dah stdy... tp x pandai2.... nape la aku mcm ni.....


for god sake... ak pun xtau nape aku mcm ni... kan bagus kalu ak dapat kembali ke zaman sek dulu... best je belajar.... seronok belaja memg terase... tap syg.... 2 sume dah lepas... must carry on my life.... to be what i suppose to be...


do i have to chose between two thing in my life?